PRETTY.. YES?

PRETTY.. YES?

NO!  NOT ME, the necklace I bought yesterday to match those earrings!    It took quite a while to find just the right necklace too.

Today:  well can't wait until tonight... going to Weight Watcher's AGAIN... scared to death what the scales are gunna say...  probably "Get the hell off you fat tart!"

But I have to go.   I gained 8 kilos last year, add to that the ** number I gained in the previous 3 years and it ain't pretty.    I don't have any excuse either.  My health is tip top again, as long as you don't count the excess weight and total lack of fitness.  *grrrr*

So, as of today I am back into 'dieting' full time.  No more ice cream for this chick.

I'm going to spend a good deal of time today working out a fitness routine so I can start it tomorrow.  We have weights, a cross trainer, exercise bike, swiss ball and steps, so we do have all I need right here at home.

ONWARD...

ABOVE:  is all this stuff, which is only a fraction of the WW stuff I have, redundant now?  Suppose I will find out.  AND what about my WW food scales?  My WW Calculator?  WW Pedometer? 

ABOVE:  I am having nightmares about his lip!  It was looking dreadful last night, I think because of the length of time he was in the pool yesterday.  So I'm keeping him out of the pool until it is a lot better.  He's not happy about that, but the last thing I want is for him to get an infection.

Thank God for this blog!   Our cross trainer has gone on the blink and I used the blog to go back and find when we bought it... and yaaaa!  It's still under warranty.  So we have to hire a trailer and get it back to the shop so they can fix it for free.   If we get them to come out to fix it we have to pay $70 an hour, plus labour!!!  Fuck that.  (ooo bad word, bad word).... but it just suits the occasion!  lol

Right:  the cross trainer is now back where we bought it... waiting to be repaired. 
AND yes, I do think maybe I should wear the earrings on their own too... much as I like the necklace... maybe it's too much together?

So, I've been, I've stood on the scales....I've got all the new books etc... and I'm good to go!
My meeting is in Manurewa, Thursday night at 7pm from now on. 

I liked the way it's set up now, we are not left twiddling our thumbs looking at a white concrete block wall (which is what it was like 2 years ago there), and the ladies seemed really nice.   LOTS of new members tonight.. wonder how many of them will still be going in 3 months, 6 months??? 

I will not give up again, I will be there until I am happy with my weight again.... and if that means I don't get to the WW's "Goal Weight" ever again, I'm happy with that.   I just want to feel 'normal' AGAIN. 

I don't want to cry walking past 'normal' clothes shops AGAIN... even though I am again... and I want to be fit again... god I miss being fit so much.

Rambling now... must stop and have dinner...

End of Day:  and we have had a nice evening.... and some lovely 'news' sorta... will tell you about it tomorrow.  nite nite.