So last night I surreptitiously took some photos of my new Weight Watcher Leader.... so you could see how thin she is...
ABOVE: obviously it's a bit blurry, can't really 'identify' her on me blog without her permission can I? Can you see how skinny she is?
She knows her stuff, I'll give her that. But... time will tell just what sort of leader she is.
I know I'm not the only sceptical person in the group.
TODAY: making a start on Baby Bag for Jo down in Wellington.
That's about all for now..
ONWARD... Steve and I are doing the housework! As we have two vacum cleaners it's getting done super quick.... now off to wash the floors.
OK... I did a little vacuming, washed the floor and hung out some washing... that wasn't too much! I've since then done NOTHING.....OK?
Now back to the WW Leader. I don't dislike her as a person, I just don't get why WW's would employ someone as a 'Leader' who in MY HUMBLE OPINION really can't have any idea what it's like to have a big weight problem! As I said before, she was already within the ideal weight range BEFORE she lost 10 kilos... now she is probably below the ideal... underweight in fact.
HOW can she emphasise with a 50 year old 'average' woman who has 30+ kilos to lose? What experience does she have with a lifetime of yo-yo dieting, feelings of self hatred, ridicule from others, the misery of clothes shopping as a 20+ sized person, feeling like a sub-human???
I just can't see it. Having her stand up there and go on about how well she's done to lose the 10 kilos and eating healthy is fine, just don't tell me you know how it feels to be in my shoes, or the other 30 people there last night with me.
To tell you the truth it felt condescending.
BUT I am still going to attend that meeting, and see how I GO. If she drives me nuts... I shall tell her.
OMG and PLEASE don't go thinking I'm JEALOUS of her...cos nothing could be further from the truth! I NEVER EVER want to be that skinny and .....I don't want to be like her at all. I am totally happy with who I am, just not how much of my GORGEOUS SELF there is! SO THERE.
Someone mentioned she looked like Barbie... AHHH NO... Barbie had a bum. This girl can't even fill out her size 4 pants.
End of Day: a neat day... Steve and I got heaps done that would normally get done on the weekend, so less for Stew to do now. Yaaa.
DIET: quiet good thanks.
nite nite.


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